So I don't know if you remember, but we had a pretty bizarre/crazy/ridiculous-to-a-point-where-all-we-could-do-was-laugh beginning to our transfer and these curveballs from heaven just seem to keep on comin! Haha for the first couple weeks I would tell Hermana Anderson, "I promise you this is not what the mission is really like! Next week will be normal !" But I seemed to have forgotten that the mission is NOT normal! It's discouraging and physically and emotionally exhausting but it's also the best thing ever. The most amazing thing I have ever had the opportunity and blessing to do. And something I would never give up for anything in the world! So yeah we had another rough week but it ended on a good point and that's all that matters. The blessings do come! That's one thing I have a strong testimony of--sometimes they take time and sometimes they come after a lot of sacrifice but they do come!!
So I ran out of time so I'm only going to share the happy stuff woohoo!! First, Oscar, our investigator, came back from Germany this week and we threw him a party in the church and it was soooo fun! He's awesome and we're going to hike to the castle with him and the Elders and other young adults today for Pday!! Hopefully his mom will be baptized this week! They're both amazing and have such strong testimonies. Clara has had the lessons pretty much like twice and has been listening to General Conference daily for almost months! I've never met someone so prepared to receive the gospel and she's finally taking this next step this week!! Ahhhhh I love her so much!! She's an incredible incredible person and I'm so glad to have been able to meet and teach her these past couple months.
My favorite cita of this week was when we visited with our Frenchie friends. We had invited them to baptism before and they weren't able to be baptized but they are just SO good. Such good people that we felt that we should invite them again. We shared the video of Christ getting baptized and read in the Book of Mormon about following Christs example and I felt the Spirit So strong. Okay so as a missionary I feel like we are just blessed to have the Spirit with us so often and if we are obedient and doing the things we should, we SHOULD have the Spirit with us 24/7. And then after living like that for almost a year and being used to feeling Him constantly, it's not been as often where I've felt The Holy Spirit so powerfully. But this time was different. We invited them to be baptized and they wanted to follow Christs example so badly. They're so ready and I've never met people with such a strong desire! But they explained to us their struggles in their lives and that they know they can't make this covenant with God if they are unable to come to church and renew their promise with Him every week. Man I'm not giving this experience any justice, I wish I could explain it better. It was just so powerful to be with people who treasure baptism and who truly know and feel what it means to do it. And they said they believed that when their circumstances change and when it's the Lords will, they will make that next step!! I've never seen so much faith before.
And to end, yesterday we went to stake conference in Granada, which included the Malaga stakes too so President and Hermana Deere were there!! We got to say our goodbyes, as the new mission president arrives the 30th of June. AHHHHHH SO SAD!! I love love love them both so much, I don't know how we'll be able to let them go!! But I'm so grateful for the time we had together and the miracles we've seen as a mission. They're both incredible people who I will look up to for the rest of my life.
I love the mission guys! I've never been more tried but I've also never been so happy! I have a quote on my wall that says, "Heavenly Father cares more about your growth than He does about your comfort" and I feel like Heavenly Father definitely wants me to grow haha! I'm improving and becoming better every day and I feel Him molding me into the person He wants me to become and I can't ask for anything better. I will serve Him for the rest of my life and for the eternities after! I love my Father, I love my Savior, and I love being a missionary in Spain. And I love you all too!! Have a great week!! HURRAH FOR ISRAEL!! Love, Hermana Morrow
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